Dear Mom Dad
and Alicia,
Every
week when I sit down to begin to write, I find it impossible to explain all
that I do, see, learn, and feel in a week. I wish I could be more eloquent in
my speech or in some way describe the depth of my feelings but I am finding it
impossible. I am so thankful for the Lord and for His hand both in my life, and
my mission. I see so clearly as I look back just on a week that He knows
EXACTLY who He wants me to be and He is not ever going to stop trying to help me
get there. We
have four baptisms this weekend. Two will be baptized at precisely 12:15 this
Friday and one of the families we have been teaching will be baptized the
following day at 4:00 pm. It has been a BUSY week. But like Dad said in his
email... it’s a GOOD busy. I love it and I am so thankful to be a part of such
an
incredible work.
incredible work.
To
answer some of your questions... I have only been the Exchange Sister for one
transfer now. President Weston splits the mission in half and calls one
Exchange Sister for the North and one for the South. It changes from time to
time how many we exchange with but the purpose is to learn from other
missionaries. We have weekly leadership meetings with the Zone Leaders and a
few specialized trainings with President Weston each transfer. I LOVE
exchanging with the Sisters. It is such a good opportunity for me to learn and
increase my faith to find people. So now... when I go to bed I am not only
worried about MY area and MY investigators...but I am also thinking about
Sister Adamson and Sister Oro and Sister etc.... I really feel my heart grow as
I pray for these other missionaries and their success. I have had incredible
experiences on exchanges already. We ALWAYS see miracles. It has been really
nice to see so much of President, but to be honest, I would rather be in my own
area working. When we plan out our week each week I
sometimes wish that we just HAD MORE TIME! Right now our schedule is
so packed with the BEST things, (people that are progressing towards baptism),
that we don't quite have all the time to do other things like community service
projects, tracting, boosting the members, working with ward council, or working
with part-member families. We still do all of those things, it’s just weird to
schedule an appointment with someone and have to try to "squeeze"
them in. But it's
incredible how Heavenly Father is truly in charge of this work. As we plan our
week to His will it’s incredible how we can accomplish more than I could have
ever imagined possible. It’s still not easy, that’s for sure.
It’s
incredible how easy it is to be prideful. Not in a "oh I'm the best"
way. But simply in a, "I can do this on my own way." There are two
ways we come to a knowledge of our true dependence on our Father in Heaven. One
we are COMPELLED to
be humble. (Yes, that has happened to me MANY times) Or we humble ourselves.
This week I have experienced the greater spirit that can come into your life as
you "humble yourself." We have seen sooooooo many blesssings lately
and my jaw just drops to the floor to look at how many times Heavenly Father
has answered my heartfelt prayers. How could I not be humble? How could I not see His
hand in all that has been done here? Every ward I go to there is a ward leader
that I know I was MEANT to meet. Why? Because the Lord knows us and He loves us
dearly. He truly is in charge of this work. I love you guys half to death!
Thank you soooooooooooo much for the packages. You have no idea how many of
them were tender mercies for me this week. I'll be honest and admit that I was
having a really hard day one day. I got home, finished planning, updated the area book and
with 5 minutes to spare before bed and feeling INCREDIBLY exhausted... I opened
up one of my presents from you. It was the one with the lotion in it. I just
sat on the floor and cried. (In a non-depressing way) More so in a..."I am
so glad that I have parents that know me so well, that love me, and that truly
support me and know what I am going through." Those Presidents letters
from Dad
made my jaw
drop to the ground as well. Are we the same person? I am so thankful for all
three of you and for your testimonies. I feel like when I walk outside the sole
reason I am completely in one piece is because of your prayers and your
testimonies. I love you all so very much. Give the Twelve Oaks 1st Ward the
biggest hug you can for me. I miss all those wonderful people!
Love,
Sister
Mitchell!
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