I
have come to find that whenever things are starting to turn out
"good," that trials strike. I think I am learning a life lesson right
now that has been a long time coming. We had an awesome lesson with The Kasey's
this past week in which we taught about the Restoration of the Gospel. The
discussion was great, there was such a warm feeling in their home and joy just
exudes from them. I can't wait for you to meet them! When asked why Greg wants
this for his family, his reply is always something along the lines of, "I
want us to be a stronger unit." The two of them are SO sweet to each other
and Greg frequently mentions how Liz is one of the biggest blessings God has
given him. So to hear him say that he wants to be a "stronger unit"
just teaches me that, even when we think we are doing well, the gospel can
strengthen and deepen our love for those around us. It truly does improve the
quality of our lives.
Sister Siemens and Sister Mitchell
The
work is moving here now the way it was in Dry Creek and I forgot how
overwhelming it is when that happens. We have Angelina's baptism this Saturday.
Heather's is next Saturday. Then the Saturday after that is the Kaseys. Then we
have a bunch more incredible people that are progressing and just doing great.
There is not enough time in a day! When there is no one to teach I feel
helplessly reliant on the Lord. I plead with Him that we can be able to touch
to lives of many within our area. And then when I get what I asked for.... Does
it get any easier!?!?! NO! Haha. In fact... I wake up at all hours of the night
with a thought or idea. When I run, shower, drive or eat, my thoughts are
constantly darting from one person to another. Like the scriptures say, I feel
like my "anxiety is great!" But you know what I came to the
realization of this week..... I LOVE IT! I love that feeling of helplessness.
When he has entrusted us with so many people I begin to see how I cannot do it
without Him. It’s then that I KNOW that He is in charge of this work. I can
feel Him strengthening me and helping me to do things far beyond my capacity.
A third Companion????
So
when I say there have been trials. I don't mean the kind that makes me want to
give up. I mean the kind that re-assures me that I am on the right path.
Salvation is not easy. When we are doing what is right, we will face
opposition. Like the parable of the sower. Our seed may fall on soil and strike
root for a moment but if we do not continue to nurture it... it will wither.
There are so many people here in Auburn that have made this decision to come
closer to Christ and in turn... they still face opposition. But I think I am
learning the lesson at the same time as our investigators that... the key isn't
to "avoid the storm" but it is to "choose the right while the
storm rages." When we make the right choices even amongst our trials. It
shows great faith and then our Heavenly Father knows that we will follow Him
selflessly. I love the Lord and am so thankful for His influence in my life and
the lives of those we meet with. The Blottis’ and Angelina have really been
struggling this week and my heart just aches for them. But I know they will be
strengthened if they turn to Him. I am so grateful for you guys and for all you
do. Speaking on March 10th eh? Wow. I can't believe how quickly time has flown.
I guess sometimes I take comfort in the fact that we get to serve God for our
"whole" lives. We get to serve in many callings in our life. I think
about the many people from the Twelve Oaks 1st Ward who have had an effect on
my through their church callings. Not even just the Twelve Oaks Ward but there
are even people I remember from Tucson. Sister Moore. There are many truths I
learned from those people that have helped me in my life and have helped me
build a stronger relationship with my Father in Heaven. I am so grateful to
have parents who have a testimony of that and have lived their lives according
to His gospel. I love you guys! Thanks for all you do
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